Xwi\u015fka fermandar N\u00fbman Amed, Del\u00eela ku sala 2013’an pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015fehadeta kek\u00ea xwe tevl\u00ee nava ref\u00ean ger\u00eela b\u00fb got, “Min kek\u00ea xwe qet ned\u00eet, l\u00ea m\u00eena ku tim\u00ee bi min re b\u00fb. Ji ser ser\u00ea \u00e7iy\u00ea dikim q\u00eer\u00een; Keko ez li vir im!”<\/p>\n
Li gel asteng\u00ee \u00fb derew\u00ean dijmin j\u00ee ciwan m\u00eena \u00e7emek\u00ee ber bi cewhera xwe ve diherikin. Del\u00eela yek ji hezaran ger\u00eela ye ku ji bo bersiv\u00ea bide zilma dijmin \u00fb tola \u015feh\u00eedan hil\u00eene ber\u00ea xwe daye \u00e7iy\u00ea.<\/p>\n
Del\u00eela sala 1995’an li Amed\u00ea ji dayik b\u00fb. Di nava 12 xwi\u015fk \u00fb bira de ya her\u00ee bi\u00e7\u00fbk e. Dema ku ji dayik b\u00fb, kek\u00ea w\u00ea N\u00fbman li nava ref\u00ean t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena azadiy\u00ea b\u00fb. Bi b\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean w\u00ee mezin b\u00fb. Xewn \u00fb xeyala w\u00ea b\u00fb ku rojek\u00ea li cihek\u00ee hev bib\u00eenin. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015fehadeta kek\u00ea xwe fermandar N\u00fbman Amed ku t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena w\u00ee ya li \u00e7iyay\u00ean Amed\u00ea her li ser zimanan e, biryar da ku tevl\u00ee nava ref\u00ean azadiy\u00ea bibe.<\/p>\n
Dema ku w\u00eaney\u00ean kek\u00ea w\u00ea sala 2006’an digih\u00eaje malbat\u00ea, yek\u00ee ji nav derdix\u00eene \u00fb ji xwe re vedi\u015f\u00eare. W\u00eaney\u00ea N\u00fbman Amed \u00ea dev li ken h\u00een p\u00ea re ye. Del\u00eela dib\u00eaje, “Di w\u00eaneyan de kenek\u00ee wel\u00ea xwe\u015f dike, m\u00eena ku bang li mirovan dike.”<\/p>\n
DI\u00ca\u015eIYAM L\u00ca SERBILIND B\u00dbM<\/p>\n
Del\u00eela kek\u00ea xwe ji d\u00fbr ve \u015fopand. Heta 31’\u00ea Kan\u00fbna 2012’an dema agahiya w\u00ee ya \u015fehadet\u00ea ji wan re hat ku nedixwestin bawer bike. Del\u00eela dib\u00eaje, “Ber\u00ea j\u00ee dijmin li ser kek\u00ea min n\u00fb\u00e7ey\u00ean \u015fehadet\u00ea diwe\u015fand. Me j\u00ee digot belk\u00ee yek ji wan n\u00fb\u00e7eyan e, me bawer nekir, l\u00ea v\u00ea car\u00ea rast b\u00fb. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku agah\u00ee gih\u00ee\u015ft me, em \u00e7\u00fbn Amed\u00ea. Bi rojan em li w\u00ea der\u00ea mij\u00fbl kirin \u00fb pi\u015ftre kek\u00ea min dan me. Nedihat b\u00eera min ku ez \u00ea kek\u00ea xwe, leheng\u00ea zarokatiya xwe bi v\u00ee reng\u00ee bib\u00eenim. Dibe ku ti\u015ftek\u00ee ec\u00eab be, l\u00ea e\u015fqa min a zarokatiy\u00ea b\u00fb. Di dema zarokatiy\u00ea de gava heval\u00ean min digotin, ‘ez ev\u00eedar b\u00fbme’ min j\u00ee ji xwe re digot ‘e\u015fqa min kek\u00ea min e’. Ez \u00ea bi\u00e7\u00fbma \u00e7iyay\u00ea Amed\u00ea \u00fb m\u00eena hevr\u00eayeke w\u00ee ya ciwan derketib\u00fbma p\u00ea\u015fiya w\u00ee. Aliyek\u00ee min serbilind b\u00fb, l\u00ea aliy\u00ea din di\u00ea\u015fiya.<\/p>\n
WEKE KU TIM\u00ce LI CEM MIN B\u00db<\/p>\n
Min kek\u00ea xwe qet ned\u00eet, l\u00ea weke ku tim\u00ee li cem min b\u00fb. Naskir\u00ee b\u00fb. Ya rast, ber\u00ee ku ew \u015feh\u00eed bikeve ez gelek\u00ee b\u00ea sebir b\u00fbm ku bi\u00e7im cem w\u00ee. Dayika min fel\u00e7 b\u00fb, ji ber ku zaroka daw\u00ee ya li mal\u00ea ma ez b\u00fbm, ez li bend\u00ea mam ku wextek di ser \u015fehadeta kek\u00ea min re derbas bibe. Pi\u015ft\u00ee salek\u00ea min ber\u00ea xwe da \u00e7iyay\u00ean ku heb\u00fbna kek\u00ea xwe l\u00ea h\u00ees dikim. Min ji hevr\u00eay\u00ean w\u00ee guhdar\u00ee kir b\u00ea mirovek\u00ee \u00e7awa dilnizm b\u00fb. Min j\u00ee xwest bibin be\u015fek ji v\u00ea \u00e7\u00eerok\u00ea, ne ten\u00ea l\u00ea guhdar\u00ee bikim.<\/p>\n
Del\u00eela dema hat \u00e7iy\u00ea \u00e7\u00fb cih\u00ea ku N\u00fbman \u00fb hevr\u00eay\u00ean w\u00ee l\u00ea \u015feh\u00eed b\u00fbn. \u00c7\u00fb stargeha ku l\u00ea dima, pirt\u00fbka w\u00ee ya ‘Dayik’ Maks\u00eem Gork\u00ee ku gelek\u00ee j\u00ea hez dikir d\u00eet. \u00db ferek p\u00ealava w\u00ee d\u00eet. Hevr\u00eay\u00ean w\u00ee kefiyeya w\u00ee dan w\u00ea. Dest bi niv\u00eesandina helbest \u00fb niv\u00eesan kir li ser kek\u00ea xwe.<\/p>\n
Di dawiy\u00ea de qala \u00e7\u00eeroka nav\u00ea xwe dike: “Gelek\u00ee fikir\u00eem b\u00ea nav\u00ea kek\u00ea xwe rakim an na. Gelo min \u00ea kar\u00eeb\u00fbya m\u00eerateya w\u00ee ya giran hilbigirta. Dema hatim \u00e7iy\u00ea min d\u00eet ku gelek hevr\u00eayan nav\u00ea N\u00fbman Amed li xwe kirine. Min biryar da ku nav\u00ea kek\u00ea xwe rakim. Dibe ku ew nizanin, l\u00ea bel\u00ea heb\u00fbna wan h\u00eaz\u00ea dide min. H\u00earsa min a li dij\u00ee dijmin gelek\u00ee mezin b\u00fb \u00fb min zan\u00eeb\u00fb ku dikarim li \u00e7iy\u00ea tola xwe hil\u00eenim. Dixwazim li v\u00ea der\u00ea bibim bersiv ji keda hevr\u00eayan. Li ser ser\u00ea \u00e7iyay\u00ean bilind diq\u00eerim: Keko ez li vir im!”\u2026 \u00dbm\u00fbt \u015eERZAN<\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Xwi\u015fka fermandar N\u00fbman Amed, Del\u00eela ku sala 2013’an pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015fehadeta kek\u00ea xwe tevl\u00ee nava ref\u00ean ger\u00eela b\u00fb got, “Min kek\u00ea xwe qet ned\u00eet, l\u00ea m\u00eena ku tim\u00ee bi min re b\u00fb. Ji ser ser\u00ea \u00e7iy\u00ea dikim q\u00eer\u00een; Keko ez li vir im!” Li gel asteng\u00ee \u00fb derew\u00ean dijmin j\u00ee ciwan m\u00eena \u00e7emek\u00ee ber bi cewhera […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":4376,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":[],"jnews_primary_category":[],"jnews_social_meta":[],"jnews_override_counter":[],"jnews_post_split":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4375","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4375","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4375"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4375\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4377,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4375\/revisions\/4377"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/4376"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4375"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4375"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4375"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}