Binef\u015f Sarya<\/p>\n
Bir\u00een\u00ean ku di dil\u00ea mirovan de vedibin, ne dir\u00eajiya salan, ne h\u00eajmara z\u00eade ya li dora mirovan \u00fb ne j\u00ee vegotina wan rojan t\u00eara dermankirin\u00ea dike. Dema tu \u00e7\u00fby\u00ee ez wisa dihiziriyam ku ez\u00ea yek roj\u00ea ten\u00ea j\u00ee nikaribim b\u00ea te bij\u00eem. Ji bo ku ez ber\u00ee gavek\u00ea xatir\u00ea xwe ji jiyan\u00ea bixwazim \u00e7i ji dest\u00ea min dihat min dikir. L\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee demek\u00ea min fam kir ku jiyana b\u00ea te bixwe mirina li ser lingan e. Ya rast, dibe ku mirov bi awayek\u00ee beden\u00ee nemire \u00fb ne\u00e7e l\u00ea dema heskiriy\u00ean mirovan dimirin, mirov j\u00ee bi wan re dimire. L\u00ea xaleke din ya her\u00ee gir\u00eeng heye; di jiyana me \u015fore\u015fgeran de, pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbna heskiriy\u00ean xwe em namirin \u00fb h\u00eaviy\u00ean me y\u00ean serkeftin\u00ea j\u00ee bi daw\u00ee nabin. Ji bo tola heskiriyan \u00fb p\u00eakan\u00eena xeyal\u00ean wan em bi tevayiya h\u00eaza xwe careke din h\u00eaviya jiyan\u00ea di dil, m\u00eaj\u00ee \u00fb ruh\u00ea xwe de kom dikin. Ji bo te bi awayek\u00ee rast di dil \u00fb m\u00eajiy\u00ea xwe de bij\u00eenim her b\u00eahna dist\u00eenim tu t\u00ea de dij\u00ee, ango heskiriya jiyan\u00ea.<\/p>\n
Ev 7 sal in her roj bi xeyal\u00ean te dij\u00eem \u00fb dij\u00eenim. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbna te ne min kar\u00ee te bi awayek\u00ee nazen\u00een b\u00eenim ziman \u00fb ne j\u00ee li gor\u00ee dil\u00ea xwe \u00e7end peyvan li ser te biniv\u00eesim. \u00cero j\u00ee dema min biryara nivsa ji bo te da, bi seatan hizir\u00eem. L\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee min nikar\u00ee behsa w\u00ea bedewiya dil\u00ea te y\u00ea tij\u00ee heskirin bikim.<\/p>\n
Min \u00eero dixwest em li newal\u00ean \u00e7iyay\u00ea Xin\u00ear\u00ea yan j\u00ee li ber kenar\u00ea ava Lolan\u00ea \u00fb war\u00ea zaroktiya me gund\u00ea PKK\u2019\u00ea bin. Jixwe \u00e7end b\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean me y\u00ean zaroktiy\u00ea ten\u00ea di hi\u015f\u00ea min de mane. Yan j\u00ee ew roj\u00ean ku ez, tu \u00fb Sarya li newala Xakurk\u00ea li bin\u00ea dara goz\u00ea yan j\u00ee hinaran dil\u00eestin. L\u00eestok\u00ean me j\u00ee ne weke y\u00ea ti zarokan b\u00fbn. Di nava l\u00eestok\u00ean me de \u00e7ek, \u015fer \u00fb kozik\u00ean parastin\u00ea heb\u00fbn. W\u00ea dem\u00ea j\u00ee tu fermandara me ya \u015fer \u00fb jiyan\u00ea b\u00fby\u00ee. Di jiyana min de cih\u00ea te her tim cuda b\u00fb weke \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena te. Gelek b\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean me\u00a0 weke xewna t\u00ean b\u00eera min, l\u00ea ji wan yek ku qet ji b\u00eera min na\u00e7e \u00fb her roj weke min \u00eero di m\u00eajiy\u00ea min de dij\u00ee. Ew roja bi\u00ea\u015f \u00fb trajed\u00ee b\u00fb l\u00ea em gelek p\u00ea keniyab\u00fbn. Sala 1991\u2019\u00ea cara yek\u00ea balafir\u00ean \u015fer y\u00ean dewleta tirk\u00ee li \u00e7iyay\u00ea Xakurk\u00ea dan. W\u00ea roj\u00ea jiyana me hem\u00fb hatib\u00fb guhertin weke zaroktiya me. Roja duduyan ya \u00ear\u00ee\u015fan b\u00fb Deniz bi bav\u00ea min re \u00e7\u00fbb\u00fb avdana bostan\u00ea li j\u00ear mal\u00ea y\u00ea ji bo h\u00eaz\u00ean ger\u00eela. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7\u00fbna wan bi seatek\u00ea deng\u00ea balefiran hat. Day\u00eeka min ez, Sarya, B\u00ear\u00eetan \u00fb biray\u00ea min y\u00ea pi\u00e7\u00fbk Del\u00eel\u2019-ku h\u00ea 5 sal\u00ee b\u00fb b\u00fb qurbana van \u015feran- rakirin em birin nava kevir\u00ean jor\u00ea kampa ger\u00eelayan. Deniz \u00fb bav\u00ea min j\u00ee li nava bostan mab\u00fbn. Di dema l\u00eaxistina balafiran de Deniz bi ser\u00ea xwe li n\u00eaz\u00ee \u00e7adira me ya mal\u00ea b\u00fbye. Wisa dihizire ku bi\u00e7e cih\u00ea destav\u00ea w\u00ea balefir w\u00ea neb\u00eenin \u00fb l\u00ea nedin. Bilez xwe diav\u00eaje cih\u00ea destav\u00ea. Jixwe cih\u00ea destav\u00ea j\u00ee ji pel\u00ean daran \u00fb st\u00fbnan hatib\u00fb \u00e7\u00eakirin. Bav\u00ea min heta pi\u015ft\u00ee n\u00eevro dereng li Deniz digere. Her \u00e7end\u00ee gaz\u00ee j\u00ee dike Deniz deng\u00ea xwe dernaxe, wer dihizire ku bersiva w\u00ee bide w\u00ea balafir deng\u00ea w\u00ea bibih\u00eezin. Ji ber w\u00ea bav\u00ea min heta dereng l\u00ea digere. Di dawiy\u00ea de dema bav\u00ea min di ber deriye cih\u00ea destav\u00ea re derbas dibe dib\u00eene Den\u00eez li wir r\u00fbni\u015ftiye. J\u00ea re dib\u00eaje tu li vir \u00e7i dik\u00ee \u00fb te \u00e7ima bersiva min nedida, ew j\u00ee dib\u00eaje min ji ber balafiran min li vir xwe ve\u015fart \u00fb ji bo deng\u00ea min ne\u00e7e balafiran min bersiva te nedida. Pi\u015ft\u00ee ku hatin gih\u00ee\u015ftin me \u00fb ev b\u00eeran\u00een ji me re gotin. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u015fer bi mehan m\u00ee me henek\u00ean xwe bi Deniz\u00ea dikirin \u00fb em dikeniyan. L\u00ea \u00eero dema ez wan rojan vedib\u00eajim jana \u00e7\u00fbna te dil\u00ea min weke xencerek\u00ea diqeli\u015f\u00eene \u00fb ez li benda b\u00eahneke jiyana bi te re dim\u00eenim cana min. Ji ber w\u00ea ye dibjim ev\u00eendar\u00ee mebesta mirovan ya her\u00ee mezin e. Eger mirov ne ev\u00eendar be nikare bij\u00ee \u00fb bij\u00eene.<\/p>\n
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Binef\u015f Sarya Bir\u00een\u00ean ku di dil\u00ea mirovan de vedibin, ne dir\u00eajiya salan, ne h\u00eajmara z\u00eade ya li dora mirovan \u00fb ne j\u00ee vegotina wan rojan t\u00eara dermankirin\u00ea dike. Dema tu \u00e7\u00fby\u00ee ez wisa dihiziriyam ku ez\u00ea yek roj\u00ea ten\u00ea j\u00ee nikaribim b\u00ea te bij\u00eem. Ji bo ku ez ber\u00ee gavek\u00ea xatir\u00ea xwe ji jiyan\u00ea bixwazim […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":14746,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":[],"jnews_primary_category":[],"jnews_social_meta":[],"jnews_override_counter":[],"jnews_post_split":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[8],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-42093","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-quncik-nivis"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42093","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=42093"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42093\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":42094,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/42093\/revisions\/42094"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/14746"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=42093"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=42093"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=42093"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}