{"id":31562,"date":"2020-08-10T10:03:35","date_gmt":"2020-08-10T08:03:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/?p=31562"},"modified":"2020-08-10T10:03:35","modified_gmt":"2020-08-10T08:03:35","slug":"xatirxwastinen-bedawi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/?p=31562","title":{"rendered":"Xatirxwastin\u00ean b\u00eadaw\u00ee"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><em><strong>Binev\u015f SARYA<\/strong><\/em><\/p>\n<p>Ji nava kurayiya dil\u00ea xwe b\u00eer\u00eekirin dibe janeke b\u00eaderman ji mirovan re. \u00cero careke din li ser kurs\u00ee r\u00fbni\u015ftim \u00fb hewl didim bi \u00e7end gotinan hest\u00ean b\u00eer\u00eekirina dil\u00ea xwe ji te re veb\u00eajim porxeleka min. Ba\u015f dizanim ez\u00ea nikarbim behsa bedewiya dil\u00ea te y\u00ea deryay\u00ee \u00fb hevr\u00eatiya te ya bi mirovan re bikim. Pi\u015ft\u00ee \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena te bi \u00e7end salan ji bo ku hevriy\u00ean li dora min ji bar\u00eena rondik\u00ean \u00e7av\u00ean min bibandor nebin, di \u015fev\u00ean tar\u00ee de di bin\u00ea r\u00fbp\u00fb\u015f\u00ea de min rondik\u00ean b\u00eer\u00eekirin\u00ea di pey\u00ean te de barandin. Ya rast h\u00ea j\u00ee dema behsa te dikim an j\u00ee li cihek\u00ee dema nav\u00ea Deniz derbas dibe b\u00ea daxwaziya min rondik xwe berdidin ser hinarok\u00ean r\u00fby\u00ea min. Ba\u015f dizanim ku ti kes bi gir\u00ee an j\u00ee \u015f\u00een\u00ea pa\u015f ve venagere, l\u00ea ez wer bawer dikim ku carna gir\u00ee dil\u00ea mirovan honik dike. L\u00eabel\u00ea gir\u00ee ne \u00e7areseriya pirsgir\u00eak, b\u00fbyer an j\u00ee vegera heskiriy\u00ean mirov in.<br \/>\n\u015ee\u015f sal\u00ean pi\u015ft\u00ee xatirxwastina te ya b\u00eaveger min di ti niv\u00eesan de behsa b\u00fbyera \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena te nekir. Di her niv\u00ees an j\u00ee axaftin\u00ean xwe de min hewl da behsa jiyana te bikim. Ba\u015f dizanim ne pirt\u00fbk t\u00eara wateya jiyana te dikin, ne j\u00ee dem. Hin kes hene mirov behsa serp\u00eahatiya wan ya dawiy\u00ea dike, l\u00ea hin kes\u00ean weke te j\u00ee hene ku mirov behsa jiyana wan ya dagirit\u00ee dike. Eger tu bi qas\u00ee st\u00eark\u00ean as\u00eemanan j\u00ee ji min d\u00fbr b\u00ee, qet ji b\u00eera neke ku tu bi qas\u00ee nefesa ez p\u00ea dij\u00eem j\u00ee n\u00eaz\u00ee min \u00ee. Deniza dilnazen\u00een, ez\u00ea hewl bidim \u00e7end taybetiy\u00ean te li vir veb\u00eajim. Carna dib\u00eajim ez\u00ea di niv\u00ees\u00ean xwe de weke xw\u00ee\u015fka xwe te b\u00eenim ziman, l\u00ea em ji xw\u00ee\u015fktiy\u00ea z\u00eadetir hevriy\u00ean hev y\u00ean jiyan\u00ea \u00fb \u015fore\u015f\u00ea b\u00fbn. Em zarok\u00ean newal\u00ean Xakurk\u00ea \u00fb ciwan\u00ean \u00e7iyay\u00ean Xin\u00eare ne. B\u00eeran\u00een\u00ean min y\u00ean her\u00ee xwe\u015f bi te re li newal\u00ean Xakurk \u00fb Xin\u00eare \u00e7\u00eab\u00fbne. Yek ji tayibetmendiy\u00ean te, ya li kesayeta min bador dikir nefspi\u00e7\u00fbkb\u00fbna te \u00fb heskirina te ya mirovan b\u00fb. Gelek caran min ji xwe ev pirs dikir. Gelo Deniz v\u00ea sebra beramber\u00ee mirovan ji k\u00fb t\u00eene? Carna j\u00ee min digot, ma k\u00ee dikare bi qas\u00ee Deniz\u00ea ji mirov\u00ean der \u00fb dora xwe hes bike. Di jiyana min de k\u00ealiya her\u00ee biwate ew k\u00eali\u00ean bi te re b\u00fbn. Ji bo p\u00eakan\u00eena xeyal\u00ean te di her k\u00ealiya jiyan\u00ea de ez \u00fb hevriy\u00ean te t\u00eako\u015f\u00eena serkeftin\u00ea dikin.<br \/>\nDema mirov hewl dide derbar\u00ea heskiriy\u00ean xwe de binv\u00eese an \u00e7end peyvan b\u00eene zima, di w\u00ea k\u00ealiy\u00ea de peyv\u00ean di xez\u00eeneya mejiy\u00ea mirovan de tev winda dibin \u00fb tengenefes\u00ee bi mirov re \u00e7\u00eadibe. Ya her\u00ee rast j\u00ee mirov ti caran f\u00ear\u00ee \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena heskiriy\u00ean xwe nabe. Jixw ya her\u00ee rast j\u00ee ew e ku mirov f\u00ear\u00ee \u00e7\u00fby\u00eena heskiriy\u00ean xwe nebe. \u201cJib\u00eerkirin xiyanet e.\u201d B\u00eaguman dema mirov ji b\u00eer bike mirov\u00ea nikaribe tola \u015feh\u00eedan hil\u00eene \u00fb xeyal\u00ean wan p\u00eak b\u00eene.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Binev\u015f SARYA Ji nava kurayiya dil\u00ea xwe b\u00eer\u00eekirin dibe janeke b\u00eaderman ji mirovan re. \u00cero careke din li ser kurs\u00ee r\u00fbni\u015ftim \u00fb hewl didim bi \u00e7end gotinan hest\u00ean b\u00eer\u00eekirina dil\u00ea xwe ji te re veb\u00eajim porxeleka min. Ba\u015f dizanim ez\u00ea nikarbim behsa bedewiya dil\u00ea te y\u00ea deryay\u00ee \u00fb hevr\u00eatiya te ya bi mirovan re bikim. 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