{"id":237042,"date":"2026-05-20T08:22:30","date_gmt":"2026-05-20T06:22:30","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/?p=237042"},"modified":"2026-05-20T08:22:30","modified_gmt":"2026-05-20T06:22:30","slug":"we-roje-min-roj-nedit-u-ez-bi-windabune-re-bum-yek","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/?p=237042","title":{"rendered":"W\u00ea roj\u00ea min roj ned\u00eet \u00fb ez bi windab\u00fbn\u00ea re b\u00fbm yek"},"content":{"rendered":"

C\u00fbd\u00ee \u00cebrah\u00eem<\/strong><\/p>\n

Ez ne weke her roj\u00ea ji w\u00ea xew\u00ea \u015fiyar b\u00fbm, di dil\u00ea min de bi hezaran tofan, ez dihejandim. \u00c7av\u00ea min li riya biray\u00ea min b\u00fb, dil\u00ea min bi \u015fewat b\u00fb, weke volkanek\u00ea b\u00fb, hin caran ez di bin betaniy\u00ea \u00fb ser\u00ea min li ser bal\u00eef\u00ea, ez ji xwe ra digriyam \u00fb ten\u00ea digriyam. Heta berbanga sibeh\u00ea, h\u00eesk\u00eeniya min st\u00eark\u00ean \u015fev\u00ea j\u00ea \u015ferim dikirin. Heyv tune b\u00fb. min li dora xwe ti\u015ftek\u00ee ku ez h\u00eaviya xwe p\u00ea gir\u00ea bidim tune b\u00fb. Nav\u00ea min Emel b\u00fb ango bi Kurd\u00ee H\u00eav\u00ee b\u00fb. l\u00ea bedena min ya li erd\u00ea \u00fb h\u00easr\u00ean min y\u00ea ji baranek\u00ea j\u00ee z\u00eadetir, qet h\u00eav\u00ee j\u00ee nedida dil\u00ea min. temen\u00ea min j\u00ee 11 sal\u00ee b\u00fb, l\u00ea ez bi hezaran sal\u00ee b\u00fbm di w\u00ea dem\u00ea da. Jiyana min ya bi qas\u00ee peyxemberek\u00ee dir\u00eaj b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Di w\u00ea berbang\u00ea da ez li gund\u00ea xwe bi zarokan ra j\u00ee derneketim l\u00eestik\u00ea, hew di nava qurz\u00eeka hindir da \u00fb li benda biray\u00ea xwe b\u00fbm. Min dizan\u00ee b\u00fb ku d\u00ea min ten\u00ea bih\u00eale. Ez difetisim \u00a0ji kerba ra. Cara daw\u00ee j\u00ee min biray\u00ea xwe ned\u00eet \u00fb dil\u00ea min p\u00eara teviz\u00ee \u00fb min got ti\u015ftek p\u00eay hatiye. \u00c7ar mehan, l\u00ea bi qas\u00ee \u00e7ar serdeman ez li bend\u00ea b\u00fbm \u00fb ez her roj\u00ea j\u00ee digriyam.<\/p>\n

Her roj\u00ea ez derdiketim \u00fb min sebra xwe bi berhevkirina gulan dian\u00ee. L\u00ea min di her gulek\u00ea da h\u00easr\u00ean xwe j\u00ee dibarandin \u00fb bi dev diketim erd\u00ea. Hindir\u00ea min da her ti\u015ft w\u00earan b\u00fbye, qey komkujiya geliy\u00ea D\u00earsim\u00ea \u00fb Heleb\u00e7ay\u00ea l\u00ea hatiye, her ti\u015ft w\u00earan e. Min digot qey biray\u00ea min \u00eas\u00eer e, l\u00ea min nizan\u00ee b\u00fb ku d\u00ea feleka xay\u00een ji bo ku min li ber d\u00eewar bih\u00eale, d\u00ea wiha bike \u00fb min ten\u00ea bih\u00eal e. Min nizan\u00ee b\u00fb ku biray\u00ea min li ser axa sar \u00fb erd\u00ea qerim\u00ee b\u00eay giyane. Ew li erd\u00ea ye, dest\u00ea w\u00ee, r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee, ling\u00ean w\u00ee, d\u00eam\u00ean w\u00ee, cil\u00ean w\u00ee, \u00e7av\u00ean w\u00ee, l\u00eav\u00ean w\u00ee, li erd\u00ea ye. Ez a reben j\u00ee d\u00fbrim ku li ser bedena w\u00ee ji xwe ra lor\u00eekan b\u00eajim \u00fb bigr\u00eem. Min h\u00ees dikirin hin caran ku can\u00ea xwe serma girtiye, li \u015f\u00fbna w\u00ee min betaniyeke z\u00eade dikir ser xwe.<\/p>\n

Ew j\u00ee li ser w\u00ea ax\u00ea, bi can\u00ea xwe y\u00ea teviz\u00ee, bi r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee y\u00ea ku \u00ead\u00ee na\u015fibe d\u00eam\u00ean w\u00ee y\u00ean kevin. Min her ew xeyal dikir, dest\u00ea w\u00ee li ser ax\u00ea, roj\u00ea dab\u00fb bedena w\u00ee, can\u00ea w\u00ee bi roj\u00ea gerim dikir \u00fb bi \u015fev\u00ea j\u00ee sar dikir, por\u00ea w\u00ee weke ber\u00ea b\u00fb, weke ku n\u00fb \u015feh kiribe, \u00e7av\u00ea min li her der\u00ea w\u00ee b\u00fb, ez digriyam \u00fb di\u015fewitiyam. Min hin caran dev\u00ea xwe dikir w\u00ee bal\u00eef\u00ee \u00fb ji bo ku giriy\u00ea min dernekeve \u00fb day\u00eeka min ya dil\u015fikest\u00ee j\u00ee bi giriy\u00ea min nehise, min bi b\u00eadeng\u00ee h\u00easir dibrandin. Hin caran min \u00fb day\u00eeka xwe j\u00ee bi w\u00ea \u015fewat\u00ea em bi hev ra digriyan. Ser\u00ea min li ser \u00e7onga w\u00ea, dest\u00ea w\u00ea li nava por\u00ea min. H\u00easir\u00ean w\u00ea li r\u00fby\u00ea min diketin \u00fb h\u00easr\u00ean min j\u00ee li ser ling\u00ean w\u00ea \u00fb bi can\u00ea w\u00ea da di\u00e7\u00fb. Kerba me, ewir, ezman, st\u00eark \u00fb heyv derbas dikir.<\/p>\n

Ji w\u00ea \u015feva ku ez \u00ea j\u00eara b\u00eajim \u015feva b\u00eay deng, b\u00eay hest, b\u00eay can, b\u00eay heyv \u00fb st\u00eark, heta ez dikarim b\u00eajim j\u00ee b\u00eay min. ez bi ten\u00ea. Kezeba min weke d\u00eewarek\u00ee ku sed sal l\u00ea \u00e7\u00fbbe \u00fb ten\u00ea hin ax \u00fb kevir l\u00eabe, deriy\u00ea w\u00ea y\u00ea zengar\u00ee ku day\u00eekek\u00ea bi h\u00eaviyek\u00ea ew der\u00ee l\u00ea dan\u00eebe l\u00ea pi\u015ft\u00ee w\u00ea bahoza ku ne d\u00eewar \u00fb ne j\u00ee der\u00ee l\u00ea mabe, ew hilwe\u015fandibe. T\u00fbrik\u00ea w\u00ea li pi\u015fta w\u00ea \u00fb ew ber bi cihek\u00ee nediyar ve, weke min b\u00eay h\u00eav\u00ee be \u00fb li wan deran bi tena xwe bigere \u00fb pejna her kes\u00ee j\u00ee j\u00ea pirs bike.<\/p>\n

Ez j\u00ee wiha b\u00fbm. Biray\u00ea min li w\u00ee erd\u00ee sar bejna w\u00ee ya weke Kurdistan\u00ea \u00ea\u015fiyay\u00ee \u00fb li ser erda c\u00eehan\u00ea razay\u00ee ye. Bi w\u00ea roj\u00ea ra bav\u00ea min biryar da ku bi\u00e7e Hesek\u00ea da ku ez j\u00ee nas bikim b\u00ea biray\u00ea min \u00e7i p\u00ea hatiye, dil\u00ea bav\u00ea min j\u00ee hinek\u00ee rihet bibe \u00fb giriy\u00ea day\u00eeka min j\u00ee k\u00eam bibe. L\u00ea Ez? Ez \u00ea \u00e7awa bikim. \u00c7av\u00ea min li riy\u00ea b\u00fb. \u00e7av\u00ea min li demijm\u00eara \u00a0b\u00fb, \u00e7av\u00ea min li her der\u00ea b\u00fb.<\/p>\n

Dem ber bi rojava b\u00fb, bejina roj\u00ea \u00ead\u00ee di\u00e7\u00fb \u00fb d\u00ea d\u00eesa j\u00ee tar\u00eet\u00ee bikeve erd\u00ea. Ez li ber deriy\u00ea mal\u00ea r\u00fbni\u015ft\u00eeb\u00fbm. Ji ni\u015fka ve tilefona mala me l\u00eada. Dema ku deng ji w\u00ea odeya mala me derket \u00fb dest bi hawar\u00ea hat kirin. ez bi \u00e7ong ketim erd\u00ea. Ling\u00ean min min ranedkirin ku ez ber bi w\u00ea odey\u00ea va bi\u00e7im. Di navbera min \u00fb w\u00ea odey\u00ea da ew der\u00ee \u00fb d\u00eewar b\u00fb. l\u00ea deng dihate min ku \u00e7ib\u00fbye. Min h\u00eena j\u00ee nizan\u00eeb\u00fb ku \u015eeh\u00eede an j\u00ee Es\u00eere.<\/p>\n

Min ji xwe re digot ku dibe es\u00eer be \u00fb ew deng hawara k\u00eafxwe\u015fiy\u00ea be. Min d\u00eesa h\u00eaviy\u00ea xwe qut nekir, ez bi ling\u00ean xwe rab\u00fbm \u00fb min dest\u00ea xwe av\u00eat w\u00ee der\u00ee \u00fb min d\u00eet malbata min digr\u00een. Li mala me ji bo Biray\u00ea min\u00a0 \u015fah\u00ee b\u00fb. L\u00ea \u015fahiya \u00e7i? Li der dora mala me bi sedan erebe hatin seknandin \u00fb bi hev ra bang dikirin \u00fb digotin `\u015eeh\u00eed Namire` a w\u00ea dem\u00ea ez bi dev ketim erd\u00ea \u00fb min dest bi gir\u00ee kir. Kan\u00ee j\u00ee ne wiha ye. Hawara min ezman\u00ea li jor diqeli\u015fand. Her kes\u00ee li \u00e7av\u00ean min diner\u00ee \u00fb ez digriyam. Biray\u00ea min \u015feh\u00eed e.<\/p>\n

Di w\u00ea roj\u00ea da ez bi dev ketim erd\u00ea, dev\u00ea min tij\u00ee ax b\u00fb \u00fb ez j\u00ee weke birya\u00ea xwe li w\u00ee erd\u00ea sar min pal da. Dema ku min \u00e7av\u00ea xwe vekir rojek j\u00ee li ser min re \u00e7ib\u00fb. Di dest\u00ea min y\u00ea bi \u00e7\u00fbk de s\u00eerom \u00fb derz\u00ee \u00fb min li dora xwe niher\u00ee. Min d\u00eet ez bi ten\u00ea me \u00fb min ew ten\u00eat\u00ee ji xwe re weke fersendek\u00ea d\u00eet \u00fb weke day\u00eekeke dil\u015fewat bi \u00e7end h\u00eastiran ez giriyam. Hatin ez birim. Ez birim cihek\u00ee din. Min d\u00eet malbata min gi\u015ft\u00ee hawara wan li ser w\u00ea tab\u00fbt\u00ea t\u00ea, ez sekin\u00eem \u00fb hem\u015f\u00eeret\u00ee li dora min b\u00fbm s\u00eeroma min rakirib\u00fbn. Gelo dikarin bar\u00ea di dil\u00ea min da j\u00ee rakin. Ez wiha sekin\u00ee b\u00fbm \u00fb matmay\u00ee b\u00fbm.<\/p>\n

Ez bi \u00e7end gavan me\u015fiyam \u00fb min d\u00eet ew tab\u00fbt rakirin \u00fb birin odeya xemilandin\u00ea. Ez \u00fb malbata xwe j\u00ee ketin w\u00ea odey\u00ea. Li ser biray\u00ea min vekirin. Ez \u00e7\u00fbm ser tab\u00fbt\u00ea. Hawar\u00ea ev biray\u00ea min e. Min got tu \u00e7awan\u00ee Berxo. Nav\u00ea w\u00ee Berxo b\u00fb, Berxo yekem care ku bersiva min nade. Min ser\u00ee xwe dan\u00ee ser ser\u00ea w\u00ee, h\u00easr\u00ean min r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee \u015fil kir. Min ew r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee ma\u00e7 kir \u00fb j\u00eare got `Cih\u00ea te bi gas\u00ee v\u00ea gerd\u00fbn\u00ea fereh be` \u00fb min xatir j\u00ea xwest. Weke ber\u00ea b\u00fb. natib\u00fb guhertin pir. Hinek\u00ee d\u00eam\u00ean w\u00ee hatine guhertin. Bi kenek\u00ee li ser r\u00fby\u00ea w\u00ee. Min xatir j\u00ea xwest.<\/p>\n

Ez li meras\u00eema \u015feh\u00eedan b\u00fbm \u00fb di herd\u00fb dest\u00ea min da j\u00ee ew s\u00eerom. Min bi \u00ea\u015fa w\u00ea h\u00ees nedikir weke \u00ea\u015fa biray\u00ea xwe. Ez nedi\u00ea\u015fiyam. Wiha mab\u00fbm matmay\u00ee, min li w\u00eaney\u00ea w\u00ee diner\u00ee \u00fb pi\u015ft\u00ee meras\u00eem j\u00ee bi daw\u00ee b\u00fb. min bi dest\u00ean xwe ax bir ser tab\u00fbta biray\u00ea xwe \u00fb d\u00fbra li goristana \u015feh\u00eed Dicle min dil\u00ea xwe xiste bin ax\u00ea \u00fb ez \u00e7\u00fbm\u2026\u2026<\/p>\n

Ev \u00e7\u00eerok bi dev\u00ea Emel ya 11 sal\u00ee ye bi bendewar\u00ee b\u00fb li benda biray\u00ea xwe. Min \u00e7\u00eeroka w\u00ea di roja meras\u00eema biray\u00ea w\u00ea Berxo de ji dev\u00ea w\u00ea bih\u00eest \u00fb ez j\u00ee p\u00eare hinek\u00ee giriyam. L\u00ea ji min re j\u00ee got ew ji bo azadiya me \u015eeh\u00eed b\u00fbye. Min ew hemb\u00eaz kir. \u00c7\u00eerokeke zarokeke bi \u00ea\u015f ya ji Koban\u00ea. Li benda biray\u00ea xwe b\u00fb. L\u00ea biray\u00ea w\u00ea bi \u015f\u00eawazek\u00ee ku ne di xeyal\u00ea w\u00ea de b\u00fb hatib\u00fb. Emel navek\u00ee ku d\u00ea her bi min re jiyan bike, d\u00ea \u00ea\u015fa w\u00ea j\u00ee di mejiy\u00ea min dernekeve.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

C\u00fbd\u00ee \u00cebrah\u00eem Ez ne weke her roj\u00ea ji w\u00ea xew\u00ea \u015fiyar b\u00fbm, di dil\u00ea min de bi hezaran tofan, ez dihejandim. \u00c7av\u00ea min li riya biray\u00ea min b\u00fb, dil\u00ea min bi \u015fewat b\u00fb, weke volkanek\u00ea b\u00fb, hin caran ez di bin betaniy\u00ea \u00fb ser\u00ea min li ser bal\u00eef\u00ea, ez ji xwe ra digriyam \u00fb ten\u00ea […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":237043,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jnews-multi-image_gallery":[],"jnews_single_post":[],"jnews_primary_category":[],"jnews_social_meta":[],"jnews_override_counter":[],"jnews_post_split":[],"footnotes":""},"categories":[241],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-237042","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-serbest"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237042","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=237042"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237042\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":237044,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/237042\/revisions\/237044"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/media\/237043"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=237042"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=237042"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/ronahi.net\/ku\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=237042"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}